You know you’ve hit rock bottom when you’re screaming at yourself crying in the mirror. “Hold it together, one more day, for them, hold it fucking together” Crawling onto your bed and slicing your wrist, holding yourself while you cry.
When somebody really loves you, they will accept you as you are. The true feeling is when someone loves even your dark sides, they can forgive and forget mistakes that you’ve ever done once. But never take that as granted, they will never forgive you, if you continue repeating the same mistakes again and again. They are humans with limits.
I think what hurts the most is when you give your all to someone. Through thick and thin, you’re there for them. You stick with them no matter what. Then one day, they just give up on you. They won’t even fight for you. The one thing you would have never done, they did with no hesitation.